im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Saturday, January 29, 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005

woke up to attend tuition today.
it was pretty funny b/c the teacher was blurblur...and danny had his "new toy" on his pencilcase. He said he picked it up. Converse de mini shoe. i walked the solo right side of the shoe to the other end of the pencilcase.[should be the right side...] Danny said it cannot walk any further than that. My my...he was wrong. Zip up the pencilcase and POOF! it can walk further. Lol...okok, that's lame. But it was amusing at that time...=) We took turns to do the 'complete sentences' thingy...was quite fun too.

Returned home to change clothes. Wore P.E tee...and home shorts, ankle length grey socks and my old grey shoe...and head to the bus-stop!! Assignment, buy chalks. -.-''' Our class chalks were stolen...

Then upon reaching...called WenJie. Reason was that im broke, down with 10bucks. So he's supposed to come out and PAY!! Muahaha... but he was like...'tricking' me. Details? He told me he was walking the lake when actually he's out of school already. Then he made me walk to and fro from the coffee shop to the 7-11. Between two shops, there's a mini lane. I nearly got whack by a car. o.O i was still sleepy yeah....ok...why am i telling all these..like anyone's interested in knowing what happened...-.-'''

then class deco. Pretty messy but fun!! and for once, WenJie is SHORT. He needed a chair to help us with the 'curly thingy'...lol. Dont understand what im conveying right?haha...that's what it's suppose to be!!

Then...Jerene,Wenjie and me went Paya Lebar to eat MAC!! Muahaha...we were there and looking at people, yakking...eating,having fun!! Hee...so nice. The toilet there is really creepy. Reminds me of shutter...EEKK. haha...okok, that's so lame.

Im blogging because im so bored. Because im suppose to be REALLY tired, but im all smiles. It's all HIS fault. Make me laugh so much this afternoon.

I was surprise on Friday i talked to thy her in class, beside me de. We could communicate if i spoked. But she had the boor-ring look on her face. So...yeah. I think i should remain silent. =) But im happy because he said if i wasnt, he will make me [laugh]. Yeah...that's nice, but i prefer to be happy by myself. If he were to make me smile, i think i can die of laughter.

I was happy on FRIDAY!! WEE.

And i realised the different in friendship. There are actually invisible levels. each level goes deeper.

One of my friendship i had was really quick development. One tuition outside school and we totally clicked. Another one was changed just by one secret. Lol...one more was over msn messenger, i realise i have one friend in class that is so like me...^^ im not alone!!!

Im sorry friends who reads my blog and cares alot for me that i was so hell pessimistic.
Thanks all those who gave me courage.
thanks to all those who lend me listening ear.
=)

im torn between
silent & violent expression