im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Tuesday, January 04, 2005

`list of happy stuffs.`` ````

today, suwen brought me comic to read!!! WOOHOO!!!
today, i took bus with priscilla, yiting, aijia.
today, i ate chewing gum!!!

today, i did compo not thinking, just my hands writing. [need to elaborate]
today, i used my NEW bag.
today, i ate KFC [it's not the food im happy] WITH PRISCILLA!!! [=)]

today, i passed up my english homework without worries.
today, i smile quite a lot.
today, i made a really LOUD sound in the morning. [happy happy, though not on purpose...]

today, i paid attention without getting distracted.
today, i woke up later by 15mins.
today, i wasnt in a rush to board bus.

today, i was a nice kiddo. [ i made my mum laugh ]
today, im blogging without anyone bothering me.
today, i've got no homework.

`list of unhappy stuffs.`` ````

i nearly broke my promise with jenny.
i nearly got into trouble.
im near to breaking apart because i feel left out.

im starting to have negative thoughts about school.
i feel like skipping school earlier as i wrote the entry.
i think i made a mistake.

i feel like a loner.
i dont like chinese. [same thought!]
i dont feel accepted.

i am so not myself in school.
i am so alone.
i miss guanyuan, priscilla, deborah, helena in the same class.

15 happy VS 12 unhappy.
im happy. -.-'''

average.

im torn between
silent & violent expression