DISCLAIMER:
something you
will REGRET
READING
Friday, February 04, 2005
Friday, February 04, 2005
to WYNTRICE and SUWEN.
it's not entirely your fault, and im not saying it is any fault of yours.
Wyn, me told you this morning right?
I just didnt adapt fast enough. [well, thing is, i thought i adapt fast..]
i wanted to tell you something else too...
maybe just then, i started laying out the bricks...
you get what i mean?
Thanks for talking to me like this today.
i felt really happy. =)
then again,
you made me realise something.
i really really dont talk much anymore.
so...yeah,
IT'S JUST MOI
maybe explanation doesnt just end there. =)
i've got loads to tell ya,
but some stuffs just arent for others to know, yeah? =)
Wenster...
you've been my budd since sec1.
you know how much we went through just to get by the class...
you know how much it took..[if u rmb]
iunno why,
i just feel the distance building everyday.
i dont know if it's because i talk TOO SOFTLY [which i think is least possible],
or your mind was occupied that you couldnt hear ME talk/ask...
you dont answer my question or react to what i say.
maybe it's too boring that you cant be bothered...
or what...
it just made me feel non-existent.
made me felt that whatever happens to me doesnt matter.
so i didnt tell you stuffs i want you to know.
i just kept it to myself.
i just went silent. and maybe, strange too.
anyway,
again,
it's not your fault.