Sunday, February 20, 2005
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Wee. Let's say..i've been lazing around and doing crappy stuffs.
Now, im still doing crappy stuff. [blogging]
it's crappy coz i write like someone is reading it with interest.
what im pointing at is...
MY LIFE IS NORMAL, COMMON.
Ok...this week i've seen and felt an entirely different me.
i can burst out laughing at stuffs no one's laughing.
i can make jokes that people are laughing.
i can make someone cry and laugh for me.
i can get REALLY emotional.
and i really mean REALLY.
And so...
that's unlike me.
and yeah...i sorta cried twice in a row in class.
no, not cry, tear-roll.
uhuh uhuh...for pretty dumb silly reasons.
thank god no one knows except for suwen..=)
wenwen, if u are reading this,
i like you to know if you didnt say 'dont cry dont cry',
i really wouldnt have tear-roll.
the more you say,
the more the tears gonna roll.
gettit? =)
thanks anyway!!
Hmm...and i used to be able to like...
not feel whatever my dadda says to me..[lecture lecture]
now i do. i din realise i was putting on a 'brave front'
until i went into the toilet,
where i teared.
yeah...-.-
i felt hurt.
and there is actually no reason!!
grr...something's wrong with my emotion button. yeah?
Things are getting better. Everything i guess. except the part where i sleep in class. =P
bleh. So not not not me to sleep in class. and have a dreamy look on my silly face.
Life's getting back to norm i guess...with forcing my friends to find topic to talk to me...yeah. -.-
As for thy wall. it's still there somehow. But it's half-piled i think...yeah..
Hmm...studies.
I SUCK AT ALL SUBJS!!!
anyone to the rescue?
ok...i have a e maths tutor, one a maths tutor, one physics tutor...
anyone care to help me with chem, chinese and lit??
argh...i cant concentrate and i wonder why.
yesterday night,
i realised why.
LAZY.
[at least my bro stated this fact..]
Ok, im crapping.
sorry 2 waste anyone-who's-reading-this's time... =)
take care. farewell.
adios.adiddas.chao.cow.
WHATEVER!! BYEBYE!!
im torn between
silent & violent expression
; MYLIFE
enimsajay
f.orgiver017.
2203
choir
2803
; myENCOURAGEMENTS!
three treats + one movie
peipeiNEOPRINT!
your words
mj
chocolates
GOODLUCKmessages
; ultraLOVES/WANTS
beachouting
onelitreoftearsDVD
hanayoridangoVCD
devilbesideyouVCD
iceblendedMOCHA
byebye =/
igheaven's KEYchain!!
ksw to be okay.
