Thursday, February 03, 2005
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Well well... today im in such a nice mood. =)
All thanks to ting ting who spoke to me this morning.
Woke me up from my SELF-CREATED nightmare. =)
Thanks a lot. I needed your help. And you were there.
Although i woke up feeling like i SERIOUSLY need someone to TALK EVERYTHING to, you did most of the talks. But im happy you did. It's like, you understand even without me telling you!!
=) So happy...
He said that i have split personality.. [assumption made upon seeing the tuition and school me.]
And i believe him!! Muahaha... ok la...it's not the SERIOUS kinda split personality.
Just that in school, im all silent. Dont talk, or say dont talk a lot... just the quiet quiet type. But like i said, i am so not this kindaf kid!! I can talk a lot if i want to. And seriously, i havent been doing that until i see Priscilla, Guan Yuan and Deborah. Yeah...oh yeah, plus ting ting, jerene, kah hui, him and other peepx!! =)
Thanks for being there!
Then...tuition, im ME! All bubbly, crazy, nutty, laughing laughing, joking, having fun. =)
Ting ting...i thought you dont really know me well. But you really prove me wrong.
YOU UNDERSTAND ME!!! ilu! ^^
Yeah...obviously the tuition me is nicer and more approachable la...heex. =)
He's right. But nobody except those who know me well knows... =)
Ting...u are right about me building a wall around me. I tell you something here ok?
Im scared of getting emotionally hurt. Dont know why, i just am. =)
But nevermind, i know you are here.
So i shall open up like you say.
And i never realise that im building that wall...
never realise me this type of person will close in myself from others...
thanks for letting me know! =)
thanks for letting me see things that are not known to the naked eyes. =)
thanks for making things clear to me that i should not think TOO MUCH. =)
thanks for being there when i need a listening ear. =)
thanks for letting me know im not alone. =)
and a lot a lot more thanks... =)
Today im so happy...i dont know why. But i just am!! ^^
Maybe because im not feeling awkward today! =) heex.
I told my mum about stuffs people dont usually tell parents.
And my mum actually said, "not bad, you are thinking on the right track!"
Haha...weird mumma!! =p
IM SO FREAKING HAPPY TODAY AND I DONT KNOW WHY!!!!!!!! Wahahahahaha...
yeah...im THAT happy today. So happy i have a lil' vocabulary surrounding the word 'happy'!!
=) well well...because i had fun. because ilu. because im left with a and e math test. because...no because la...it's just BECAUSE IM HAPPY!!!!
wahahahhahaha...
Okok...im emphasizing that im REALLY HAPPY today. Serious. =)
TO GRACE TAN if you are reading this entry
stop saying this blog is pessimistic!!! People have different mood daily de ma..just that that period of time im more towards the sad sad emotion. And who cares whether pessimistic or not la...just write what i feel de ma... =) hee. Sorry if i sound rude la... heex. =) But it's the truth! =) haha.
im torn between
silent & violent expression
; MYLIFE
enimsajay
f.orgiver017.
2203
choir
2803
; myENCOURAGEMENTS!
three treats + one movie
peipeiNEOPRINT!
your words
mj
chocolates
GOODLUCKmessages
; ultraLOVES/WANTS
beachouting
onelitreoftearsDVD
hanayoridangoVCD
devilbesideyouVCD
iceblendedMOCHA
byebye =/
igheaven's KEYchain!!
ksw to be okay.
