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Friday, March 18, 2005
Friday, March 18, 2005
new school timetable. adapt adapt adapt. -.-
firstly, look for P.E in the whole timetable.
[Physical Edu.]
appears on a WEDNESDAY. frreakking wednesday. bloody crap.
i'll be... half dead on monday, half dead on tuesday. Revive on wednesday, then die again in the afternoon, because of choir. Half dead for the rest of the week.
nice plan.
[Martian Ho.]
all the 'holes' i've met are so hell not holy...they are full of holes. Horrible teachers. One is a sucker that waste my time on SIMPLE MATH that i know how to do. Other is a hallucinating crazy geog teacher. What the hell...i hate this. And she's scheduled on MONDAYS. Crappy way to start a monday.
[stucked at home.]
being stucked at home n left to do whatever i wanna do is fine. But not when there's a baby who keeps screaming!! Im going deaf. FOR REAL. I cant hear the piano sound clearly. I dont even know i played the wrong key. Haiz...i dunno why m i taking piano for. I totally crap at it.
[depressed]
itsy bitsy ant told me that being lovesick is better than being depressed. uhuh. point taken. Thanks mos. i made someone upset. so im upset now. im blogging for the sake of blogging.
[holidays]
so not holidays. i waste all the time. choir. project. home. sleep. eat. comp. read. boring life. really boring. i cannot take it. being in school is better. though it still sucks.
[now]
im feeling crappy. coz i made someone sadd. so m i. i dont like making people sadd. haiz. what m i to do now? he's gone. i said sorry. simply because any kind of explanation is just excuses. to avoid admitting my mistake. hurts. iunno what to do. sorry doesnt work. i know it. but what is left to say? haiz. i remember what the ant say. but i just cannot fulfill it. im still depressed.
i shouldnt have come online.