im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Sunday, March 27, 2005
Sunday, March 27, 2005

school's starting to be fun. =) really.
for a moment i thought i was giving myself a beautiful lie to go to school. then, i did a review on a school day. It is REALLY fun. =) except da fact that, sometimes i dont feel like talking. or i space out. or even end up sleeping during lessons. iunno what m i doing. but i just love school. for the peepx in there. for the works. for the pe lessons. for choir. geez. i starting to miss jenny. i dont think she misses me. but oh well. who cares. im thinking of primary school. i wanna go back there. be that myself again. but yeah. this is reality. that is fantasy. uhuh uhuh. i cant be that myself again. so i might as well give up that thought. =). im gonna just stay who i am. pathetic lil me. story goes again. rolling camera. action. blehx. remind me of lucius and friend. lol lol. my stuff toys are still out there. not kept in yet. gonna clear them up later. school. sheery. xiumin. suwen. ting. guanyuan. priscilla. deborah. helena. kahhui. qinyi. samsam. carmen. dawn. wyntrice. kelly. shujia. racheline. jerene. lishi. grace. weishun. wenjie. derek. amos. yongyeh. chongyeow. choon kuat. weijun. weilin. kaiting. alvin. blehx. brainfreeze. all typed in a shot. no stopping for thoughts. limited brain cell.-.- haha. i wonder who can read till here. i mean. it's no para and stuffs. disorganised!

im torn between
silent & violent expression