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Monday, June 13, 2005
Monday, June 13, 2005
'are you going to ben ng's chalet?'
one simple question, is it so tough to reply 'yes' or 'no'? iunno why im thinking about this.
it just bothers me. the book. the mailed letter. was it done from the heart? or was it just another mask? damn. i hate myself for suspecting this person. i apologise for having any doubts of this person cosh i cant help it. >.< so weak now. to the point i can easily change my mind about going out and not. normally, if it's going out, it's straight yesh! outta the house. now no.
anyway. i think i should let go. this bloody infatuation thing. mess up all the logic in my heart. not as if it ever has one. but yeah. this IS infatuation like sock huay said it was. =) love you guys. at least you guys dont talk all the LOGICS, just pure simple language to set me thinking on the right track again. i wonder, 5 years down the road, will i continue sticking on with my present frisbee gang. but oh well. quit thinking of the future and treasure what you have now. =)
By the way. i've got a bad feeling about 25th. on that day, that saturday. some craps gonna attack my schedule. then im not going to the chalet. then, like i think. people gonna still have fun without me, not a slightest bit less.
and.
im still stuck with the replying letter thing.
god tell me why is it so hard to reply.