im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Friday, July 22, 2005
Friday, July 22, 2005

thursday was suppose to be a happy day of all week. but it wasnt. i was so joyously happy for the first time of the whole week, music and some people had to spoil it all. argg. i still have no idea why i got so pissed. im sure it wasnt just about music. something so simple cannot make me THAT pissed. to the extent i wanna cry, tear the paper and storm off. oh hecks.

her face is so 'rubbishey'. all she ever gives me is a look on the face that pisses me off. so whenever im having fun, i shall NOT look at her at all. and i mean it. that freaking look. makes me think 'wth.' bad. i try not to think about it. but everytime i think of her, it just remind me of her LOOK. **** look. not as if he belongs to her and no one else can talk to him. wth. for a guy, give your 'good friend' that look? rubbish, i tell you. rubbishey face. if not because im being a civilised girl, i'd slap you across your face regardless of how popular you are, how well i know you. whatever. *abish!*

rubber timing. im always late. -.- and i figure that's bad. i wouldnt want my friends to be late for a meeting up. SO that's rubber timing got to change.
saying NO. i must must must learn to say no. what if in future my friend ask me to smoke? lols. i shall start by saying

'no, i dont want to go out today.' =)

im torn between
silent & violent expression