Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
CHANCES are.. you meant all you say and im being filled with unnecessary questions. =)
and i WILL start believing everything from now on. human err. again. no matter what comes, whatever that is going to hurt, i'll just believe it. because this is the way it is. =)
whee. this is a happy day. but guilty too.
guilty because i skipped choir, and yuanyuan said
'it's alright. just make sure you come on friday.'
happy because, i walked out to take bus12.
happy because, i smiled.
happy because, i finished my essay.
happy because, i did not cry.
happy because, i have a knife in my bag.
happy because, there's fun.
happy because, it's COOLING.
happy because, my heart doesnt ache today.
happy because i know she's there for me.
happy because, i know for sure SHE and HE are there for me always.
happy because, i'd NEVER forget those who are there for me.
happy because, i'm wanted!! =)
happy because i can cancel out the sentence " im just a lonesome kid standing around waiting to be called upon ' hey, i need you in my life. ' it's a never ending wait."
though that person isnt the one i wish to be telling me. i know it's impossible. it's still a never ending wait. but at least, i know, i exist in someone's heart. i know i still do in some. =) and im glad you kept me there. if there's ever a second encounter with you, i'd cherish it more than i did previously, even if it hurts, i wont let my hand go.
trust me. i wont. =)
im torn between
silent & violent expression
; MYLIFE
enimsajay
f.orgiver017.
2203
choir
2803
; myENCOURAGEMENTS!
three treats + one movie
peipeiNEOPRINT!
your words
mj
chocolates
GOODLUCKmessages
; ultraLOVES/WANTS
beachouting
onelitreoftearsDVD
hanayoridangoVCD
devilbesideyouVCD
iceblendedMOCHA
byebye =/
igheaven's KEYchain!!
ksw to be okay.
