im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Thursday, September 08, 2005
Thursday, September 08, 2005

YESH. i woke up at 7! that's counted late because lesson's at 8. chemistry remedial to be exact.

THINGS THAT MADE ME SMILE
`1. i got onto the bus. My mum was walking away but she turned around!!! I waved at her and she smiled back at me!!!! ^.^

`2. i was on the bus, i slept once i got a seat. i slept and woke up EXACTLY at the broadrick sec busstop, the door was already open for me to walk out. how touching!! ^.^

`3. i was late, but i took my time to enjoy the walk to school, filling my head with joyful colours i saw and songs i love!

`4. i walked up the stairs, Wei Shun greeted me. I answered it with a smile and hand signal. ^.^

`5. i walked into the MRL. Suwen stood up at waved both her hands frantically, i think she thought i didnt see her, but i did!! I heard lion too.. all of them [i meant FRISBEERS. there's only one lion!] it was only when i walked nearer, i realised QIN wasnt there. =(

`6. walking to the seats, i saw a durian head looking out.. then i realised. it was 'kor'. lols. cool head anyway. but i didnt recognise him immediately. HAHA!

`7. Peiyee talked about the initial D i tried to send her yesterday. I guess i looked lost or distant. She was getting me in to talk!! ^.^ sorry.. was still in the morning daze.

`8. Librarian came and scold us. She said something like 'ever since you all came in, i dont have my peace. i want my peace okae...' LOLS. I didnt laugh at first. then Kelly and Suwen looked like they were laughing inside. i was trying to contain my laughter already!! >.<

`9. FRISBEERS is so cool!! We walked out of the library together and laughed out loud outside the library on purpose. =)

`10. We had a 'cult-gathering'. Lion told us the 'i am tarzan' signal. Kelly sang the Jane part 'i am jane and i like to ride on elephant'!! =)

`11. LESSONS TIME!! speed of reaction = amount of products formed divide by time used. or speed of reaction = amount of reactants used divide by time used. FACTORS include the size of particles, temperature and.. [damn. i forgot the third one!!!]

`12. BREAK TIME!! I wanted to sleep, but Suwen tapped me and say 'go down ler'. SO I DID!! ^.^

`13. We were walking back from the basketball court to MRL when Peiyee saw a tinney winney worm attacked by ants!! So Wyntrice, her and me squat to observe what happened. Wyntrice even killed the ants to protect the worm! Mean yet kind=)

`14. Suwen, Lion and Sam came back. Suwen screamed to us 'you all stepped on dog poo is it?'

`15. Peiyee transported the worm to safety! =) and Kelly tried to put the wormey in the straw they took to make hearts. >.<

`16. We went back for lessons! =)

`17. CHESSIA CAME!! In civilian clothes. Very brave of her! and i wore grey socks!! ^.^ my favourite one in fact..

`18. We walked to basketball court and asked noodles to go eat. AHA! He was intimidated by the 3-1. and made up excuses like 'i wanna play basketball.' and 'i've got tuition later.'

`19. We walked out. decided to ask again. YESH. i expected a NO again, so i wasnt really disappointed. i cannot believe it. my 'dad' is intimidated by 3-1? Eww. 'Kor' didnt help much convincing him to go. so yeah! byebye!! =)

`20. ate CHICKEN RICE. again. =) bud with CHESSIA and SUWEN. so it's a SPECIAL chicken rice!

`21. when we were done eating, we walked to the bubble tea busstop and saw 'kor' there. And we missed noodles by inches. so yeah! IT'S OKAE! 'kor' took bus197. we THREE took 135!
i've grown to love 135 buses=) alot. anyone want to take 135 with me?

`22. i walked the pasar malam and all the way home. enjoyed the walk. but i was tired and down. the only reason why i smile at this is because i learn to love walking, and i sort of cleared my thoughts by doing that! ^.^

`23. i got home. listened to jaychou's songs again!! I LOVE THEM!

`24. someone saed i'll do anything for you=) as much as i like to believe it. i know someone does it for everyone! =)

`25. im happy because i saw SUWEN LION SAM PEI WYN KEL CHESSIA CARME DAWN GRACE GERALDINE JUSTINA WEISHUN JUNHAO AMOS DEREK SHANNON WENJIE YONGYEH YANGSHENG SENGKOK JENGKHIT...

as you can see. im very happy today!!! esp the point 1. my mum. TOTALLY COOL!! i told her i waved to her when i got onto the bus, she didnt see. Today, she forgot at first, when she remembered, she immediately turned around!! ^.^ I love my mum. a lot a lot.

[sorry if i looked like i was distant. some thoughts flew into my head=)]

im torn between
silent & violent expression