Thursday, September 15, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
physically there but mentally not. i always have the chance of SPACING OUT with people. i can just keep quiet and no one ever realises. even if i disappear, no one will know. lols. yesh. today should be a easy day. yet, so complicated. i learnt to not expect others to wait for you. learnt not to let people pull your hopes so high, and then allow them to let you crash down. ALONE. i cannot believe myself. i could put on a smile even if im upset inside. yesh. that's good now. anyway. after music, xiumin's parents were already waiting for her. so there's no one to walk out with me. i was freaking tired, so i took the route to bubbletea shop silently. board the bus myself. slept and was waken by my mum's call. then i walked home. wonderful way to end a school day.
im torn between
silent & violent expression
; MYLIFE
enimsajay
f.orgiver017.
2203
choir
2803
; myENCOURAGEMENTS!
three treats + one movie
peipeiNEOPRINT!
your words
mj
chocolates
GOODLUCKmessages
; ultraLOVES/WANTS
beachouting
onelitreoftearsDVD
hanayoridangoVCD
devilbesideyouVCD
iceblendedMOCHA
byebye =/
igheaven's KEYchain!!
ksw to be okay.
