im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Wednesday, September 07, 2005

TUESDAY.
we lighted candles in our class! sadly, we destroyed the evidence of a cult being in our class. we had to. otherwise, our class will probably be detained and interrogated!! LOLS. kidding. Bcup flicked at the lighted wick with his fingers. >.< he saed it didnt hurt. i guess it wont so long as you dont hit the candle, just the wick. and swen made hour-glass figure for the candles, they ended up crumpling. guess what. she chuckled and saed something like..

"that's what happen to people with hour-glass figures."

and then..

"no wonder you can stand up straight." [something liddat.]

okae, that was a mean joke. she has the figure okae!! you never see only, silly Bcup.

THREE girls up to what? haax. Chessia, swen and me went to IT club's room and enjoyed aircon there, used their speaker. then this guy [or gay] called Irwin [issit?] followed us back to our class to help us fix in the speaker. then we listened to songs. waited for other THREE arrivals.

Called noodles at around 9 something. and he was still asleep. LOLS. he sounds so cute in his drowsy voice. hehs. then *(= commented that his voice is sexy. >.< okae larh. he even asked if he could bring his pillow and blankie [blanket] to school. i told him yes. he said something like 'er, my bag isnt that big..' 'well. pick one of the two. UH I KNOW. take the pillow and leave the blankie home.' 'why.. but i want to bring my blankie..' ' it's hot here. comm'on.' and blahablahs! he was the earliest of the THREE. he came in with the blank look, asked where's jt. he was like..so matchy! he wore p.e tee, blue-yellow shorts, blue-yellow shoes [i think], his blue-yellow bag!! aha!! colours make you go matchy..

then JT was suppose to come at 11. he left his home at 11. -.- the one who was suppose to be late came earlier than JT. yeh, guess who!!! 'kor' was early. Behold!! i just got an idea. but i'll just tell swen tomorrow! =) *hints by looking at the bold word. 'kor' came in his bright bright BRIGHT lime-green track tee, dark blue-black three-quarter pants [i think] erh.. and his pinky pinky shoes with the nice nice laces [that i think swen gave him..], ALSO presenting his.. CAPnike!!

after that, ha. JT came in. with drinks and some food. He wore a white shirt and jeans! i think he was in basketball shoes.. veh pei larh! hurhur.

I think we THREE are very compatible! we wore p.e tee and sch skirt=)

i had my own version of LOST. i slept while standing in bus10. crossed the hill.. which was like a maze to me. -.- then i got to mrs chin there. i was too freaked out. i called my mum. and i broke down into tears. jason gave me tissue, the only piece he had left. i can assume he prepared it for me, because he was holding on to it when i came in. then the new girl was totally shocked or something.. she stared at me. then yan jun just looked at me with his usual BENG look. then the nerd-guy was.. iunno, i cbb to look at him.

Anyway, i was too late. Mrs chin told me to go over to the other house later after helping the new girl. I was like 'oh okae'. then the rest could go home. YanJun gave me his sweets, not gave actually, counting on the fact that he threw it across the table-.- then he just left without a word. Jason just put on his cap and sat down beside me. I asked him 'you quarrel with your mum again issit? why dont want to go home?' 'no la. just in case you need tissue marh. dont cry okae?' i nod nod. i felt like a kid then-.- then i started grumbling to him. he was so understanding.. argg. he stayed with me all the way, even walked me to the other house, watched me go in then he take the lift down and walk home ALONE. argg. i miss that..

I think it was cap day. If not, why did Jason and 'Kor' wear a cap? lols.

OH! And swen. thanks for talking to me all the way until i go into the house. i told ya even if i cried over the phone ya wont know until i start sniffling. =) not bad horh?

After that.. oh. no talking about NIGHT=)

im torn between
silent & violent expression