Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
group studying in the mp library was great. totally enjoyed it. ALL OF IT. yesh. i finish studying chinese already. today, we all [yiting, suwen, chessia, choonkuat and me] reached the state of not realising our surroundings. yesh. i think people were like staring at us b/c of our noise level. actually not noise larh, laughter. argg. i was so bloody happy. one message was all that was needed to bring me down. dumbass handphone. i think i can go without it. totally worthless. haii. is it the case that i can be not there and there seem to be no change at all? this person is totally ignorant of my feelings and my existence. it's like this person can ignore me as and when he wants to or feels like doing so. if that's the case, let time erase my name from your memory. you dont see me, you dont need me. im not there for you because you already have a long long line of people there for you. im not here because there's already a she in your eyes and i dont matter at all anymore. anyway, this isnt the first time you made me feel this way. you wont know how i feel. i wont let you know anymore. you dont care and neither will i.
im torn between
silent & violent expression
; MYLIFE
enimsajay
f.orgiver017.
2203
choir
2803
; myENCOURAGEMENTS!
three treats + one movie
peipeiNEOPRINT!
your words
mj
chocolates
GOODLUCKmessages
; ultraLOVES/WANTS
beachouting
onelitreoftearsDVD
hanayoridangoVCD
devilbesideyouVCD
iceblendedMOCHA
byebye =/
igheaven's KEYchain!!
ksw to be okay.
