im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005

i've got the whole day to myself. yes. no. =)

Went back to school, took the retest which was to make sure we know our stuffs right before we get on to sec4.[here's the reason you want! PINK IS NICE ALRIGHT?]

Then went to Pasir Ris to eat.. HAHA! =) [um chio um chio]
INITIAL D ROCKS! Um, i like the racing part?
FULL HOUSE ROCKS! Um, i like the quarrelling part. =/ I like HAN ZHI EN, LI YING ZAI! They are so so so cute.. =/ tee, sorry i forgot to bring it today.
SHUTTER ROCKS! I love the toilet scene.. that gay. HAHA. =) Tee, watch your neck on saturday. HAHA! uh, i forgot about breezer.. =( i hope you two didnt drink mine up. LEAVE IT ALONE! haax. Im talking to the air.
JUST LIKE HEAVEN! I wanted to watch, then something turned me off. =/ how sad. i hope i catch the 'must watch' virus, and watch it somehow. when that happens, i hope i still have someone to catch it with me. =)
HARRYPOTTER! My sis is watching it with me! ^.^ YES. Finally. It's been long since I last watch a movie with her instead of my friends. =) Hmm, what about my brother? Will we watch the movie twice with him? =) Im sure i wont mind. HAHA. ^.^

days before i told him the 'deep down' truth. today, it was lyk, it didnt even happen. Should i cheer or jeer? There probably isnt a tinge of consideration of my words. Goodness. SWQ is right, 'what you think you are doing may not be what others think you are doing.' Thank you. Dont talk to me about it anymore. Let's just forget about it. Forget about it. forget about it. FORGET ALL ABOUT IT. goddamnit. just leave it.

These few days, my mind has been in a whirl. confused and unsettled. What do i want in life? What do i want out of this studying years? To study and come out nothing? NO WAY.

OH. Yesterday, i remembered those peeps going for OBS today. They are leaving their house of comfort. =/ so, TAKE CARE! I'll miss you all. =) I felt down, so i took a nap. Woke up from the nap to receive a great message that made my face light up. Thanks punk. =)

it said something like ' plus that three treats? '

LOLS. i couldnt believe it. that person actually remembered. =) Im not doubting him, but recently he showed signs of Short-term-memory [STM]. So i was a little surprised. And for this one message, it made me realise little things do matter! =)

im torn between
silent & violent expression