im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Friday, February 10, 2006
Friday, February 10, 2006

wynn, thanks for the hug!! suwen, thanks for sharing your earpiece to listen to the 'huoyuanchia
and 'feng' song!!

we were sort of lining up to get our results. some cried, some screamed out in joy. comforting or not, i dont know. when i got mine, i just rolled the result slip not bothering to see if it's a one/two. then i calm myself down and look at the slip clearly. it was a obvious two. *blink blink* yeah, it's a TWO. a big fat two. anyway, im not making a fuss. but im still sadd.

well, i was planning to ring up practically everyone to annouce my result. but sadly, it wasnt good enough for show. so that was the end of it. the end of anxiousness and gleefulness. the end of fooling around [i suppose. cos this could last for just one day and im back in the game.]

apparently, someone imagined the scenerio in the grand auditorium as 2007, 10 FEB. so, he decided not to kick soccer because he was scared stiff. =)) that is one HUGE MOTIVATION.

'ah ha'
'be glad i didnt cry then'
'lol'
'if it's you'
'i'll go back to class'
'empty my locker'
'chiong cab home'
'and start studying straight away'

and when asked why...

'cos when a friend of yours like tt'
'you not scared meh'

i felt much better knowing i have a friend like this. a friend who gets motivation from me, IF I CRY. in this case, actually i should!! ^.^ if you get what i mean... and then, this thought strikes me. some of our friends cried too, why isnt he THAT motivated??

'close friend la'

AAAAHH!! you just rescued my ass from a bottomless pit. i so love you. you know what, im feeling tons tons TTTOOONNNNSSS better.

p.s you know why that saved me? ask me. =)
p.s we should all start worrying a little more, play less, kick the teachers' ass harder, tear the papers up like it's nothing to us!!!

im torn between
silent & violent expression