im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Sunday, February 05, 2006
Sunday, February 05, 2006

im so sorry you and i are facing different directions.
im so sorry you and i dont understand each other that much.
im so sorry you and i view things so differently.
im so sorry you and i are so damn fucking far away.
im so sorry i just dont love you no more.
now it's too late to turn around.

p.s. this are the thoughts that came to mind listening to i dont love you no more by craig david.

p.s. i still felt * when i saw ** happening. i knew it is that way. but if you like that someone, why cant you just be truthful and tell your friends? it's like wtf. you get what im saying? it's not the kind 'you must tell your friends everything' la, of course friends keep secrets to themselves too. but just not when everything is like sssoo obvious and. yadaa. wtf am im trying to tell you guys.

apparently, i am sick. down with running nose and sore throat. i could have skipped school today but i didnt because my voice came back. and it wasnt like i'd do anything meaningful at home. so yeah. just get my ass to school. and here i am blogging during english lesson. this is how slacky we are. =)

did i mention? i want to call home and complain. complain everything im really thinking. complain about how i feel. complain like nobody's business. complaint is the word. inccessive complaining is better. im a incorrigible daughter? yes.

that reminds me. when i tried talking to this adult, he told me 'i told you you are a dead duck once you get into the wrong class.' yes, wrong class, you saw it. hey. that's the fucking pissing off thing to tell me when im already in it. and what's wrong with this class. I LOVE IT.

i was so pissed, i banged my fist on the wall and my knuckles went red. so much for wushu.
so much for TRYING to talk.

im torn between
silent & violent expression