im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Friday, March 03, 2006
Friday, March 03, 2006

i made a promise. and evidently, i'll have to keep it. THREE MONTHS. =/ will anyone like to kill me now? saddens me when my birthday falls on a WEDNESDAY. =( someone please cheer me up.

being a very kind person i am, i walked suwen out of the school and to the busstop, with chessia. we were talking endlessly. then suwen bought fries, added curry for her sister. bus43 came and POOF! she left. leaving behind chessia and me.

pathetically we traced our steps back to the school. the weather wasnt very nice, it was extremely hot. it felt like in any moment we'd be dehydrated. alright, im exaggerating. then this BOY [notice i didnt use the word guy?] carrying a sling bag lowly walked in our direction. chessia asked me something.

'is that derek?'
'evidently not. he rarely walks alone.'
'but it looks like derek.'
'noooo, look at the way he walks. so gay!'
'hahaha.'

lols, whatever. but that guy is kind of short to be derek [though..]. and derek doesnt walk in that manner, mind you chessia. =)

then nearer to the school, just outside the fences. jona called chessia. we saw him in the rush of all the chungcheng-iers walking out of school. that brown-head. -.- joking. he left school without his bag, saying he'll be returning to study and kick soccer. we had a minor debate about him leaving and just staying in school. of course that ass won la. he returned with a SUPER short hair and a flat-battery phone.

ran into school, saw wyn. passed the camera safely back to her. and PRONTO! her mum's black car arrives. oh yeah! we took photos today! =) so chio, so cute, so funny. i enjoyed myself posing in front of the camera. it's like so different from the normal smiles. =/ do i sound weird? tell me if i do please.

then we returned to our individual classes. my class had a HUGE gathering [so-called]. those people are heading the career guidance thing at suntec i guess. =) since kuat was there.

I SHOULD HAVE FOLLOWED SUWEN OUT LA! =/ my fickle head. maybe im getting affected by suwen's plateau head. HAHA, joking la! dont take it to heart kae?

after all that. a little time for peaceful callings of the angels and devils in my heart. alright, so dramatic. i mean, my private time alone. given by chessia chen. she accompanied huanyuet to the canteen area for her wushu. did i mention? suwen's brother is so cute! =)) apparently chessia was down for SSOOOO LONG, i fell asleep until my phone's message tone ringed. suwen's reply.

read YILING. so inspirational. kind of interesting but tiring to read those chinese characters. =P but it's alright since it's for some kind of meanings in life and sorts. drank green tea and listened to music while doing so. my phone battery level was down to two bars.

DONT SAY THINGS YOU DONT MEAN TO. i hate to admit it, but suwen's so bloody right. now i know why suwen doesnt want to hear things she wants to hear, but want to hear things other people really want to say even if it'll hurt. i shall be not diplomatic. =S

jona returned and finally did my math question. one try and it's CORRECT. apparently i mis-read the question.
'i've always been a math genius. just that im lazy.'

'eh.. you have sore throat and cough now right?'
*nods head*
'then.. you say you're going to have flu right?'
*nods head, looks up*
'HA!'
'oh no, next is fever.'
'yeaps. please dont dont come to school when you have fever.'

the day ended with jona and chessia walking me out. ALL THE WAY. to the bus12 busstop. im so touched by their gesture. not only they did that, they waited for bus12 with me. THANKS! ahha. i wonder, did they return to school by foot or taxi. i think by my ingenious idea of hailing a cab.. =)) CABBY!

im torn between
silent & violent expression