woke up late, rushed to school. was early for choir. 9am-3pm. imagine the pain and enjoyment-.-
anyway, i think im going to take a nap now. the day isnt as wonderful as i thought it would be. maybe you like to pray that i will remember to wake up tomorrow morning to attend lessons. the guilt hasnt left me since last night's conversation. fuck the guilt. it's going to be all over tomorrow.
thank suwen wyn qin ang for making me feel better. though it didnt quite convince me but i sure felt assured it was alright. anyway, it'll be over tomorrow.
notice how many times i typed 'it'll be over tomorrow'? that's how hard i tried convincing myself it's alright. on the surface it's just a small simple thing but it isnt. it implicates more. but whatever. it'll be over tomorrow.
wonder if i should post this so i put it in white though i know someone will read it. but whatever. this is what i was thinking and that's just it. im leaving it.
i need sleep.
i want to watch dorm on thursday, anybody willing to accompany me? if you are, message me alright? thanks. i need it a lot.
