DISCLAIMER:
something you
will REGRET
READING
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Sunday, March 05, 2006
`1shite. [cleared up.]
`2shite. read someone's blog. it made me realise so much. so much im boiling inside. i wonder if steam will rise out of my head and leave my head bald like the hawk. are you wondering why? because that blog shows me the exact opposite of what she told me personally AND over the phone. so im wondering what's all that shite about. complaining and all. it sounded really reasonable, and all of a sudden. it's the exact opposite. like rhyming couplets that never fit together, a song without lyrics, a radio without deejays. it sucks so much because i dont know which to believe. the writer/ spokesman in that person? WHICH ONE. fuck it. girl, cut me some slack. next time you wanna tell me things, try coinciding with what you are going to write in your blog will you?
makes me wonder a lot. what was i thinking. all those thoughts 'oh, we had a connection today.' wtf alright. now it's starting to feel like it's all bullshit. when this kind of thing happens it makes me ponder. do i really know my friends they way i think i do? IS THAT THE PERSON I THINK IM TALKING TO? seemingly, all the movies and shows i watch recently reflects what im going through now. and really, it sucks. because i seem to be riding a rollercoaster. my mood's on the swing. and my voicebox is closing up. this is the end. i just hope the rollercoaster im riding on dont have any idiots who carry loose objects like camera.
as quoted from wyntrice. 'think of better things in life.. like that blur ** boy.. =)'