im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Wednesday, March 22, 2006

23.17 yanjun messaged me. 23.49 my sis called to wish me. 23.57 my mum called me from her room to wish me and my dad came into my room to tell me. 23.59 qinyi called to wish me. 00.37 yiting messaged me! this morning. 7.15 guanyuan messaged me. other times, im not sure. my bro, my dad, yanjun messaged me. =))

anyway. at flag-raising. qinyi gave me my birthday bash. to be exact, birthday "BASH"! sixteen whacks for being sixteen years old! AHHHH! thanks ah, you woke my skin up! it was darn funny la.

when i first entered the class, carmen came up to my table and tell me happy birthday! FELT GREAT! =D then pei came into the class and did the same. =D suwen came. and padaa, the day starts!

it seemed really long! and i dont know why. had some kind of STUPID MOODSWING in the morning. -.- by the way, i convinced my dad not to go for the PTM thing. =)) first time i talked to my dad in such a matured manner. alrights, i phrased it wrongly. but who cares! i dont! haha.

end up not watching dorm AGAIN. yeah, emphasis on AGAIN. because i really really really was looking forward to watching it. =(( oh well, the k-boxing wasnt that bad either la! =)) enjoyed myself there. =D speaking of it. all of us went off tune at a certain point. =/ we had fun and that's just it! =D happyhappy. hmm, im still wondering about the mc thing. =/ how??

oh. did i mention that someone forgot my birthday? that stupid carrot. anyway, i learnt something from it la. dont take others remembering your birthday as a li shuo dang ran de shi because not all do, whether on purpose or not. now i know only those who bother to take time to remember will remember. and thanks to those who remembered. =)) love ya all loads.

weirdness.
'i forgot 'cause you never remind me what.'
'suwen! i found your ancestor. [plateau-head guy on the newspaper]'
'uh, are you sure it's that big?'
'so how do you feel about it?'
and some racist thing suwen said about black and whites running on the track. [no royalties!]

basically, today was a ULTRA-GOOD DAY.

im torn between
silent & violent expression