Thursday, March 30, 2006
Thursday, March 30, 2006
why does it always go the same way -- learning nice sweet things about people and then POOF! suddenly all the bad assholic things fall into the picture.
guess it's just part of getting to know people better. and that is what makes me walk away. and that is what makes me feel negativity. and that is what makes me go wtf. and that is what spoils my day or beautifies my day. and that is what makes me feel like an idiot for not knowing it right from the start. OH WELL!
read the previous post repeatedly, dont understand what's so funny about it that ksw can continuously laugh at it. oh well. im hungry. again. shucks. no snacks, nothing. IM HUNGRY DAMNIT!
the day went pretty well i guess. laughed things off a lot today. i got 'scolded' because i trusted that ass so much to believe everything he told me. BLEH! okay la, i alright about it. suwen wyn pei played with the bubble thing, popping on people's heads and backs. LOLS. funny. =) and i still dont get it. what's so shocking about me going for the physics remedial. do i look like such a bad student as to skip remedial? lols, i am. but your reaction dont have to be so drastic right??! haha. i better finish up the homework, i dont want to be having detention on a nice long monday. can sense that all those around me are slogging real hard now. people like ksw, wyn, pei, sim, kuat, redhead and tee. AAAAHHHH! suddenly recalled what happened last night. i think that was the first time i lost control and wanted to burst out crying so much but held back. thank god for that. if i cried, it'd be really horrible. but even so, i couldnt concentrate on revising until tee msged me about amaths. shrugged and just placed the anger beside. suddenly it all really didnt matter at all.
starting to wonder
what's the shite all about
fussing over numbers
single digit, double digits
isnt it all the same?
just numbers?
and there is you.
who just walk into my life saying nothing
but showed me i have to get back on track and set things right.
p.s go choir or pon?
im torn between
silent & violent expression
; MYLIFE
enimsajay
f.orgiver017.
2203
choir
2803
; myENCOURAGEMENTS!
three treats + one movie
peipeiNEOPRINT!
your words
mj
chocolates
GOODLUCKmessages
; ultraLOVES/WANTS
beachouting
onelitreoftearsDVD
hanayoridangoVCD
devilbesideyouVCD
iceblendedMOCHA
byebye =/
igheaven's KEYchain!!
ksw to be okay.
