im tired of all this shit i just want to GET AWAY

Thursday, April 06, 2006
Thursday, April 06, 2006

last five minutes of the last period, [note; our teacher was absent. a relief-teacher took our class. we were all doing our own stuffs.] the relief-teacher warn us about using music devices or handphones during 'lesson time' when all of us have been listening to music devices for like the past hour. HAHA.

after school, a weebit of confusion. but oh wells. felt bad having to trouble my friends and walked back to school to wait. lucky enough, lion sam gel jane lilian were walking out already. followed them out to eat kfc. saw suwen pei jo walking in front. got a shock from carrot 'cos he jumped at the fence and said 'byebye!' lols. these days, forgivers are crazy about basketball and that's good. we were going to kallang kfc. saw them walking on to the 7-11 there. first thought that came to mind. 'lucky i walk back into school.' because it was like making them go a extra mile. HAHA. this reminds me of the gems thing. 'thank you for your service'. JOKING ONLY AH! =))

at kfc, it was really fun. we wanted to play something like zhongjimima with yangsheng's left-over-fries-soaked-in-ice-lemon-tea-and-mountain-dew. then we saw the tartar sauce and some vege floating. lion and i changed our minds about playing. HAHA. then we mixed icelemontea with mountaindew, it tasted like some chinese herbs la. LOLS.

left earlier, didnt know the route. BUT NOW I DO! i walked the route sam told me and i found it familiar. reached the '+' main road, and i found it ultra-familiar. i used to frequent that place i guess, with that old group. i remember watching someone as he crossed the road and out of side. =/ now i dont know where i frequent to. most probably suntec. LOLS. or maybe, basketball court. or maybe, just my seat.

took bus12. slept all the way from kallang [or is it mountbatten?] to somewhere after st pats, near wyn's house. reached home, listening to anjing. LOLS. that freaking song. did my emaths. waiting for ksw to come online. but WHY ISNT SHE HERE YET?! alright, i remembered about wantoneys. -.- speaking of her, we did something crazy today. something crazy that was linked to yesterday's carpet-entrance.

told wyn about our 'ceremony'. where's our ring? so i told sw, let's exchange our rings. sw say where do we get our rings? i told her, nah, i give you my ring finger. sw went oh okayokay. left or right? bride should be left, i think. okay, there you go. HAHA. jokers. and sw had this theory about brides, if they wear sportshoes they'd wear it pink, they are usually shorter than the groom, they have bigger chest than the groom. HAHA.

and somebody's IE is cranky, laptop's working twice as slow. sad to say i cannot help in anyway besides 'talking to the air'. beggars cant be choosers. that's just so true.

tomorrow's going to be hella tired because of talentime. afternoon's going to be like shite because there isnt any suitable place to go or good timings at good place. if we go out and i return to school at 5. THE SKY WOULD BE TURNING DARK. and i'd be walking in alone, and that's going to be creepy. can someone be a nice fella and walk me in? or better still, accompany me throughout the night while i do my assigned job? ahh. nobody seem to be in for the job of 'nice fella'.

i tried telling you

the words reached out

but it never reveal itself.

i tried. i want to give up.

'when all falls, remember you have me.' -- that's total bullshite.

p.s REQUEST FOR ESCORT.

im torn between
silent & violent expression